Friday, January 6, 2012

FAIL

If anyone has read previous posts, they will notice that the title and web address of this blog have changed.  Of course, no one will read this unless I tell them that the web address has changed.

The reason for the change is that I failed to meet my goal for 2011.  I don't know why I had to name the thing "50 recordings in 2011."  I guess I thought that the pressure would force me to perform, since I'm such a procrastinator.  It almost did.  Near the end of the year, I started calculating how many rushed, stripped down cover versions of hymns I could squeeze in before the new year.  Then, I realized that that would be missing the point.  I was trying to force myself to write and to learn about recording.  I already know that I can play and sing a hymn and that a mic can capture that sound.  Nothing about that process makes me a better musician (except some of the new chords and progressions I learned in learning the hymns).

The truly ironic thing is my completely ignoring the quote at the top of my blog.  It ended up being prophetic.

Anyway, I've decided to look at what I accomplished in 2011 in a positive light.  Sure, I didn't record 50 songs.  I did record 11, which is more than I've ever done.  I finally "finished" several songs that I had been working on for years and even wrote a couple of new things.  That's progress!

So, progress is the new title.  It's not only that I'm looking at what I did in 2011 as progress over what I've done in previous years (very little).  It's also that I'm going to continue to post things that aren't finished, so that the progression of a work can be seen.  The title also refers to the idea that my music and myself as a musician are things that are progressing.  I'm not putting myself out there as a completed project.  If you read this, though, you will see me get better.  The title also implies the new attitude I'm taking in looking for opportunities to play, write and record as I progress through my day.  Instead of stressing about big chunks of time, just do things as I can.  Lastly, "progressions" is a musical term, which fits nicely.

1 comment:

  1. Love it! We're all works in progress, and we never arrive at perfection in our creative endeavors. I admire you for pushing forward. :)

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